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The Goddess, Eris.

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THRANDUIL.

His smile was thin when she spoke of no proof for the
strength of love or its ability to conquer everything and
anything. Millennia after the death of his wife, he still
loved her with the intensity of the sun. A fire that refused
to wane even as the hours stretched on into days and to
a never-ending procession of moments. Thranduil knew
he would never see her again, for the boats to Valinor
were long gone. Yet he still pined for her, and would con-
tinue to do so until the days of the world ended.

               "Those who glory in the art of war hold a hint of
                 darkness in their hearts. To linger on such a
                 morose subject is not often done. Do you revel
                 in the thought of war then, Eris?“

Sipping his wine once more, he barely glanced up as the call
for the volunteers for war resounded in the street below. As
far as the rest of society was concerned, he had had his share
of the battlefield.

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                            “As for love….perhaps you have not experienced
                             it yet to fully believe in that concept.”

Oh, she knew of love. She knew of its evils and the pain
that accompanied the slowing beat of heartbreak. The way
her stomach clenched and her throat constricted in the first
nights alone.  She  u n d e r s t o o d.  While her sisters snatched
up human, MORTAL lovers and threw them away like trash when
done, Eris did not dare step into the realm of romance. She had
but one man, strong and as ANGRY as she, and had been easily
t o s s e d  aside. 

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          ” I suppose it’s in my nature. Darkness does seem
            to fit me, I suppose. Or perhaps it’s suffering. A
            sorrow that can’t be touched. – Or maybe I’m just
            so full of my own shit that I can’t see anymore. “

   Green eyes found the wine-sipping regent, lips parted
   to allow silent breathing and the subtle cursing of her
   own name. She could hear the noise calling out on the
   streets far below them, and Eris’ attention came to the
   window nearby. 

          ”… I think it’s just the opposite. Maybe I’ve loved
              so wholly, so fully, that it’s become disgusting. “

(Source: nefariiam)

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THRANDUIL.

He smiled wryly, pouring two glasses of wine. One
was set in front of Eris as a form of a silent offer. He
sipped the wine from his own glass, before sitting at
the leather armchair beside the television.

               "There are those who revel in death and destruction.
                Others treat war as if it were nothing more than a
                game or as a way to increase power.“

Her likening of the battlefield to a graveyard was a
poignant metaphor, and he raised his wineglass to toast
her, in a way.

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               "Aptly put. As morbid as that sounds, it is also the truth.
                Anyone who says otherwise has not seen war firsthand.”

If he noticed that she was becoming a little eager with the
subject at hand, he didn’t let on. Instead, he took another sip
of the wine before setting the glass down.

              “Starting wars has a price; one that you already mentioned.
               Loss of life. Not only for those on the battlefield, but those
               outside it. At least in the case of my kin.”


O, but wasn’t it true? All Greek Tragedies taught the
stubborn falsities that lined the mouths of Warlords.
The hero rushed into the heat of battle with sword in
hand to save a fair maiden who’s fate was worse than
death, only to be crushed in battle when his LOVE was
not so pure as to best his enemy’s lust for HATE and blood.

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         ’ Life is morbid, talk is cheap. Violence brings out
           the emotions that are otherwise hidden. It shows
           people raw, it shows their PAIN. What tragedy ever
           became a legend if no tears were shed? The screaming,
           the shattering of a heart, it’s all an artform. ’ Eris swallowed
           down her words to still her growing excitement, lips parted
           as she took down a sip of red wine. It was sweet, and yet bitter
           all the same. The price of life… how cheap it was. Greeted with
           an eternity of nothingness in place of the pain and sorrow and
           destruction of it all.   – god, how she HATED it all. She knew, she did. 

                  ’ …Besides, isn’t it love that comes first?
                       They say it ‘conquers’ all. Fuck it all, really.
                                        I don’t believe it. There’s no proof.

(Source: nefariiam)

Thranduil.

                “I have participated in several wars in the past.
                 All of which have never been passed down in
                 songs and tales. Yet all of them catastrophic.”

The news ended with a warning to stay inside
for the rest of the day, followed with a reminder
about eligible men to sign up for the war. He
ignored this last part, switching the television off
and reaching for a bottle of wine.

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                              “That is a new view, though not one I
                               completely agree with. It makes one
                               feel alive, knowing that they face
                               death. But it also comes with a price.”

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        ’ I’m not exactly sure if you would want to sing about
          something if it was catastrophic. Seems like it might
          defeat the purpose of keeping it solemn. Besides,
          there’s never anything to celebrate. One side wins, but
          both lose lives. It’s not a chessboard, it’s a graveyard
          That’s what makes it so special.

  Not many would share her ostentacious love of death, of
  chaos, of DESTRUCTION, but she was certain to make her
  point either way. Even if she could not part with the knowledge
  of who and WHAT she was, she could not stop herself from
  sinking her claws into the very topic she loved most. 

                        ’ A price? For what? ’

(Source: nefariiam)

THRANDUIL.

That was a form of belief that he wasn’t familiar
with. But he considered that it was also some-
thing new about modern society that he just
learned, and he tucked it away for future reference.
While she seemed content with just being there,
he wasn’t.

While his apartment was still bare, there were a
few essential items in it. A box television,
which was recently fitted with a cable network, was
on one end of what he assumed was the living room.

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                  “A fair thought. It seems most events now are
                   about disasters and discord.”

The last word was punctuated by a news report of a
riot downtown, and he sighed.

                                 "As you say. Shit does happen.“

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Eris’ throat constricted when the television blared the next segment
of breaking news, eyes flickering down toward the carpet to examine
its rough texture. She seemed uncomfortable with the topic, for she
knew that no one could possibly understand her love for chaos, nor the
intense need to just fuck everything up. It was like a drug, its euphoric
effects able to send her over the edge

           ❝   I take it that you aren’t a fan of war, then.  Must be
                 weird, seeing all this on the news. I think it’s exciting.
                 Disasters… tend to have a way of making humans feel
                 insignificant.   ❞

        Natural disasters were, in fact, her  f a v o r i t e  kind.

(Source: nefariiam)

Thranduil.

              “Yes, they are. They created me and my kin,
                so silliness was never considered. You are
                not particularly religious then.”

It was more of a statement than a question. What
else could he conclude about someone who did
not believe in any god, after all?

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                        “What do you believe in then? There must
                          be…something.”

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Not particularly religious? HA.   – It’d be more than egotistical
to claim  worship  to the gods– her FATHER, in particular.  His
promiscuity rivaled even  her  sister’s,  his VANITY rivaled that
of Narcissus and her mother’s WRATH was spoken of in legends.
Though this fire raged within her mind, she showed no signs of
care, offering a breath of dry laughter. 

        “ Me? Nah, man. I just… ” She licked her lips, long fingers pulling
          a strand of dark, wavy hair from the corner of her mouth. “ I think
          that  shit   just happens. ”

(Source: nefariiam)

THRANDUIL.

It sounded like the dry humor that the humans had
developed lately, and he responded with a brief smile.
What was it called? Ah yes.

                Sarcasm.

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                            “I imagine you shook plenty of hands
                             in your time. Left their owners just
                             begging for more.”

Thranduil had to smile then; he had only awoke from
his sleep ten years ago, and he missed most historical
events. But the time he spent in the library of the town
closest to his former realm allowed him to catch up.

                             "There are always exceptions to the rule.
                              It seems the Valar have moments when
                              they find things quite dull.“

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At least he had a real sense of humor. Most of the old farts she
found wallowing around the world were as dull as dry, lead paint.
Eris placed a hand on her hip, head tilted back to look at the ceiling,
but she was certainly still listening. 

          ’ Valar? Sounds like some heavy stuff.
            Are those, like, gods, or something?
            Never did believe in them. Seemed
            a little silly, actually. ’

(Source: nefariiam)

THRANDUIL.

            “What made you change your mind then?
             Surely not on a whim.”

He arched an eyebrow at what he thought was a
self-depreciating comment. He didn’t know much
about her – hardly anything at all – though he
couldn’t help but draw his own conclusions. A dark
past? Misdeeds? No, people with such secrets would
never give a straight answer, if at all.

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                     "I doubt it is because of a centuries’ long
                      slumber. But the current world does not
                      seem to be particularly friendly.“

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          Wait, was he actually trying to say that the world had actually BEEN friendly? As far as she was concerned, the only thing that even made it bearable was SEX, and that was little and far between with the turn of the damn century. 

                            ’ you caught me. I’m actually an dangerous,
                              serial hand-shaker. Really just gets me going. ’

           One brow rose in response, a smirk pulling at the corners of her mouth. It wasn’t every day that she found someone that could actually keep UP with what she was saying, let alone find the little holes in her quirks and quips. Neat. 

                         ’  If you thought the world was friendly before,
                            I’d love to get your thoughts on the Spanish
                            Inquisition… as for what made me change my
                            mind, I guess I just figured that no one else in
                            the world could be as bad as– well, others.  ’

(Source: nefariiam)

THRANDUIL.

He looked at her hand for a few seconds before
shaking it briskly; as remote as he was, he had
made it a point to learn the new customs of the
world. It was necessary to blend in sometimes,
though his ears and height were a problem.

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                         "Thranduil. A name that does not exist
                          any longer, I presume.“

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             Thranduil? Nah, definitely not a name she’d ever heard before. Maybe if he’d busted out with something like Adonis or Perceus, she’d be able to have some frame of reference. It was kind of a pretty name, though, soshe had to at least respect the sound. After-all, wasn’t that really what a name was? Some syllable of mouth-made noise your loving parents chose to spit at you when they wanted your attention? – Ah, his hand was warm.

          ’  Can’t say I’ve ever heard it, but I’m not exactly one
             to go out of my way and ask for people’s names. You
             are, like, the first contact I’ve had in ages. Can’t imagine
             why… ’

(Source: nefariiam)

                  King Thesaurus.

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                                   “Two millennia would be a more accurate 
                                     time frame. Though I do not remember it 
                                     to be extinction, but rather a departure.”

Which of course shed some doubt on his continued
existence in ‘modern’ society, but his love for the 
wood and his disdain for the sea led him to linger in
the woodland realm. 

                                                            “I suppose the feeling is….mutual.”

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      ’  hate to be the one to break it to you man, but
         nobody talks like that anymore. Kind’ve obnoxious.
         but, hey, it’s long and drawn out and unnecessary–
         guess I kinda like it.  ’  
 
    less than orthadox, Eris extended a slender hand
    to greet the taller male, quirking a brow at formal
    speech and graceful tones. This guy’s ass must’ve
    been tighter than vacuum pack.  ’ Eris, you? ’

(Source: nefariiam)