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The Goddess, Eris.

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     “I believe– hah, what do I believe? I was divined as a hero once.
        The one whom ‘could do no wrong’, the most perfect– the one whom
        they could count on when the world became far too unbearable. Under
        their command, of which was heralded the right command, I slaughtered
        hundreds, thousands, in the far-west with their emblems stitched onto my
        shoulders. Soldiers, just like myself. Innocents, far from myself. For them
        to believe in morality, to believe in proper functions when they inflicted sin
        on those they did not wish to receive sin from– who are the hypocrites?”

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                ❛  You can spare a little humility.  ❜ Full of himself, wasn’t he? Not that she had much room to talk. Self-loathing and hatred could only make one so TALL in comparison to the Gods on Mt. Olympus. But still she heard the true story in his tale. A hired killer, a hero, a soldier in war that fell like Achilles. How strange. Even when away from home she was finding links to the attrocities she’d helped to commit.   ❛  You remind me of someone. A warrior that fell to his own ego. His mother was careless and, by my standards, betrayed him in her carelessness. Funny how things work out, isn’t it?  ❜

(Source: nefariiam)

Poet.

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      “People, whether mortal or divine, ‘are the same when things are well,
         but different when things are … unfavourable.’
Why would they want to
         believe that a GOD is capable of wrong? Why would they want to believe
         that a GOD, among the vast multitudes of those that exist, can be more
         corrupt than the devils they shun beneath their feet? They only believe
         that they want to believe.”

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         ❝    But that’s just it. There is no bloody morality, there never
                has been. Good and evil are only figments of their feeble
                imaginations. Have they ever considered this ‘Heaven’?
                Christ, what if there isn’t one, or what if there was noting
                at all? —If people don’t die, the  world overpopulates, if
                war doesn’t occur, civilizations grow too strong. If that’s
                evil, then fine. Let them EMBRACE their idiotic faith.

                                                 —And you? What do you believe?   ❞

(Source: nefariiam)

rapusodosu 

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             ❝   People are different,
                   so are we. No offense, but I don’t see why that’s
                   so hard to understand– not you, per say, but all.
                   ’If one is divine, why not be just?’–  
Hn.   ❞

                               rapusodosu​.

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It was a lot harder to blend in here than she ever thought it would be.
Between the blaring of vehicular horns or the scorching heat of the sun,
the embodiment of strife found little more comfort in the shade or quiet.
Some carried pistols strapped to their legs, other adventurers carried blades
tethered to their side of back– she’d seen plenty of shops on her way around
the city, searching and detecting for any signs of microscopic ENVY. For a life
made worthless by the crumbling of an empire. A seed wanting to germinate
from the inner confines of a shell was a beautiful thing, especially when that
seed would grow to a tree that could block out the light from so many lives. 

Perhaps she was morbid, perhaps she was MAD, but long strides and a weary
mind carried her into the greying part of a dusty city where children no longer
played. 

Thick on the air was the scent of poison, perhaps not hemlock or wolfsbane ( to
her dissatisfaction, in fact ) but something as pungent and grotesque as radioactive
waste. She felt a pulsating from within fallen slab and broken glass, her body
maneuvering through tight spaces and dark areas to feel the light of the sun again.

The earth here was gray and dead, like the dust and sand on the shores of the River
Styx. It reminded her of the halls where here uncle commanded the dead, of the
great hound that guarded his gates and destroyed intruders where they stood so
proudly.

   In a small clearing she knelt, palm exposed to the dead earth
   to smooth out the rocky ground below her. Her feet had carried
   her this far, through the city and droves of illiterate imbeciles that
   would sooner rape the world than see it restored. It was beneath
   her skin that she felt it, pulsating and gyrating in the patch of dirt.
   A brown tip tickled against the flat side of her hand, rising steadily
   with many a thorn. It grew to a mere inch before she paused, head
   jerking to one side. 

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                        Someone was there.
                                        She fucking knew it

                            “  …See something you like? ”